Ok, I went to the park on saturday with my friend Jaydin, my dad, and my nephew A.J. At first it was normal, I swung on the swings, A.J. played on the slides, and Jaydin pushed these kids on the Merry Go Round. But then, I got up, and was playing with A.J. This boy, who looked to be a little bit older than me, walked over to the swings. He was kind of cute. When I looked over at him, I found him looking at me! Now I thought maybe he was looking at me BECAUSE I was looking at him. So I looked away, and tried to be cool. I ended up tripping! Right in front of him. I was so embarrassed. But I got up as fast as a speeding bullet, and and went to find A.J. A.J. wanted to use the swings, lucky me.... So I took him over to the swings and said "A.J. i'm not going to push you every five seconds." Then the boy said "Well thats not very nice, what is he, like 4?". We ended up getting into a little conversation Then he said "Well please don't fall again or i'll feel bad for you and have to help you up.". I was completely and thoroughly embarrassed. Me and him ended up talking for about 2 and a half hours. He had to leave, and then I left with the rest of my group. He told me that it was "his park" and that he would like to see me there again. I was shocked. This had never, ever, happened to me before. I think he actually liked me. We are complete opposites but you know what they say, opposites attract right?
And then, the next day something else happened. Ok, well before I left my church because of some family issues, I had a crush on this really cute boy named Connor. And, I thought maybe he liked me, but I wasn't all that sure. And I had low self esteem and didn't think someone like him (cute, REALLY funny) could like me. So after I left the church I gave up and told myself I would probably never see him again. My grandmother who still goes to that church, acted really weird and was like "guess who said hi to you, you'll never guess....". I was like "someone from awanas?" (awanas was a thing I used to go to quite a while ago). She was like "No...fine i'll tell you." Turns out it was CONNOR. And then she said "I can keep a secret a long time, but enough's enough.". She told me that a few months ago (around the time me and Connor started talking, and I started liking him) he was saying how much he LIKED ME!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!! And, I don't know if its only "like" or "like like" but it doesn't really matter to me! Just to know that he even "likes" me is good enough! When I found out, I proceeded to scream "I GOT TO CALL ANDREA, SHE IS GOING TO BE-" and then I slammed my door to my room. So now, I have a boy who I just met and hope to meet again soon, and a boy who I really like, who may "like" or ""like like" me! I'm going to ask Grandma to tell Connor hi for me, and ask her to give him my number. Because I won't be able to talk to him any other way. But I hope she doesn't make it sound like I like him or anything. I mean...I do...but......still. I don't handle embarrassment very well. I'm going to tell Andrea (My best friend in the world) today after her school ends. Someone will be screaming, I don't know who.
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