"He won't like you if you're not thin, and pretty. And girls who are thin are pretty. If you want to have a chance to get a boyfriend before you're 18, you have to be skinnier. He meets girls all the time, and they are skinnier than you. So you have to live up to them."
That is what goes through my mind when i'm exercising I have a reason to be exercising the thing I hate doing. Obviously its working, so I can't stop now. I burned 221 calories... So I will be past my goal weight if everyday were like today in five weeks. Then I will be thin and pretty, and boys will like me, and I will get a boyfriend. I don't want a serious relationship or anything. I just want a cute boy to hold hands with and talk to. Thats all. But boys only want to do that with skinny pretty girls. I think i'm pretty. I also think that when I lose weight, I get prettier. So thats why I exercise, and eat between 900 and 1200 calories a day. Thats why I exercise and don't eat anything unhealthy. Even the frozen fruit bars I eat are 70 calories and all natural with real strawberries. I take acne medication, and now have barely any acne, besides the scars on my cheeks. And I get along with most people I meet, and people generally enjoy my company, so I think my personality is ok.... And, although i'm a Leo, I try to make sure I don't lose my temper too often. I think I will get a boyfriend, just don't know who!
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